Very first time.

Temporary skin. So, basically, just doing totally nothing nothing and nothing. As expected, I failed like a quarter of the subjects we took. As stated on my FB (cey, fb peh kak ), I didn't passed with flying colours, instead, I failed with flying wild boars and pigs. After gaining some courage, finally I told mum about my result. She was unhappy with my result, obviously. I did some calculation myself and overall, I failed by 1%. I repeat ONE PERCENT ONLY. One percent is equivalent to six marks. Oh come on, gimme the 1% and I'll pay you 5o cents. Pleeeease *muke puss in boot . Whatever. So, yes. I failed with flying gorillas~

Yok story telling. I fought with mum the day before yesterday, that is on monday. Why? becuase of some minor probs. Firstly, Dad was being really unfair. He bought a new phone for brother, touchscreen somemore. Then if my phone went ngekngok, he bolayan. Darn it. I sulked the whole day with mum and refused to even face her. And we were shouting at each other the whole day. Derhake pnye anak eh kau, mas. Tsktsktsk. Secondly, she said that I didn't study well, be nak mintak mintak bende which is quite true and which offended me. The way she talk like as if I'm really dump and stupid. Lastly, because of something personal.

Anyway, for the first time, after almost a year mum didn't check my phone and finally, yesterday, she did some spot check on my phone. Oh gooood. Mum asked me who's _____ . I was speechless at first then I forced myself to turn the story the other way round. Mum called _____ and thank god _____ helped me. I know this thing would pop one day. Dari A. Went straight back home from tuition and I was in a foul mood at that time. After changed clothes in my room, I noticed that something was amiss. Then I noticed that my phone was missing. I searched the whole room but to no avail. I've tried to call my number umpteen times but no respond. [ pdhl hp off ] Then I asked mum whether she have seen my phone or not then she asked me " Who is muhammad? " I was shocked to hell core. And yes, I was startled. I tried to deny that I know him but bleah, mum knows whether I'm lying or not. So, I was thinking what to answer. Then I came up with some ideas. I told mum his real name. And mum went...

Mum: Sape muhammad? *fierce face

M: Huh? sape? mane ade. Sape sey muhammad?

Mum: Then why is his number doing in your phone? 8+++++++

M: Huh? name de bukan muhammad lah, tu __________.

Mum: sape tu?

M: Tu yg dulu tuition dgn cik ros tu. Yg ibu & cik ros kate ktrng tk abes abes glance at each other or whatsoever

And the conversation went so on and so forth. Mum was quite angry with it. But thankfully, I got my phone back(: hee. Naseb lah oi. Sorry ___. Then I told mum that I'm not happy with brother and dad because of the handphone thingy. Mum tell me that if I can get top 3 then she'll ask dad to buy for me Samsung Corby. Sampai dunie kiamat pon aku tk kn dpn handpone tu. Top 3, dream on. Bottom 3, confirm.

Move on. I told mum that I'm not going to tuition tomorrow as we did like totally nothing for two straight hours and I won't be going for tuitions on june holiday perhaps. Come on, It's holiday man. Maybe thrice a month? mum says that I should go to tuition rather that burning my money and time on shopping and doing nothing useful. Ala, shopping pon useful jugak peeee(: kan? Oh, and this friday is PTC, parents teacher conference. And parents were asked to collect their child's record book and conference with the form teacher. Oh no, I wonder what mdm Effy will tell my mum, especially my behaviour 0.o please be good. One thing, I hope miracle will happen. I WANNA PASS SO BADLY): 50% pon jadi ah. Let's just leave everything to god and doa.

Korean drama coming up next. Bye:D wish me luck

Ps: What's wrong with minah tudong? minareps and matreps just LOVE to criticize us. Like wtf ah, at least ktrng ade marwah diri lah sia. Cermen diri ah *&#%@^3

It's broken.

Oh, at laaaaaast. Hey guys(: exam period ends today, and I survived the difficulties (achey). It's been three weeks since I last posted and yes, I miss you blogger. Let's squeeze everything up into one post.

10 to 11 may;

Paper one. First day was Insya' followed by Composition if I'm not mistaken. Karangan was on the next day. I did terribly for insya' as I know the basic words only 0.o I'll fail, for sure. Composition and karangan was quite okay just that I didn't give my best shot, I was running out of ideas. The next day, which is on the 12th, one day break.

13 to 21 may;

The real tense started.

[First]Quran/tajwid & sejarah- Thank god, I managed to memorise those verses. I sucks in sejarah, but I manage to finish the essay.

[Second] Hadith/musthalah & Lughah ll - Hadith/musthalah was quite 'okay' and yes, I shrewed up my lughah paper. Surely I'll fail.

[Third] Fiqh/usul fiqh/ faraidh & maths l - I spent half of the day getting myself to understand faraidh and totally forgotten about maths. But thankfully, I managed to revise maths early in the morning. The paper was quite tough lah kan.

[Fourth] Biology & malay ll- AHYES, I just 'loooove' biology. Without doubt, I will surely get 'fullmark' for my biology paper. Malay, I didn't managed to memorise all those peribahasa(s)

[Fifth] English ll & tafsir/ulum quran - English, no comment. Tafsir/ulum quran was a little bit tougher than I thought.

[Sixth] Tauhid/manthiq & Nahu saraf - Guess what? I shrewed my nahu saraf paper. YEAY.

[seventh] Adab/balaghah & maths ll- I have feeling that I'll pass my adab/balaghah. 50% pon jadi ah. Okay, maths. I bet everybody were sufferring while doing maths ll. Two words, terribly tough.

I have bad feelings about my SA1 result): ohmy, overall, I did terribly, especially for lughah & maths ll. Masturah, You're terrible! But what to do, everything is over and done with. I'll just have to rest my mind off those evils feelings and leave everything to god. I 'love' exams, when can we have it again? Okay, let's stop talking about exam. Move on to daily life. Things been going pretty smooth, not. Darn. I hate when it comes to facing problems. Yes, I'm a coward. I hate one thing about june holiday, I still have to go to puspa as usual, how can?! come on, it's h-o-l-i-d-a-y maaaan! argh. I think I'll skip tuition once in a while. Heh. I bet I'll go out like twice a week on june holiday. Nak shopping, tapi pokai D: can I steal bank's money for once? pretty please. I'll do it only once and I promise I won't steal again [desperate]. Whenever I went out, I'll havve to close my eyes when it comes to pretty close or they'll be a big burn hole in my pocket. I have nothing to say, till here. Oh one thing, Happy Belated Birthday TAEYANGBABY! saranghae hottie ♥

● Saw two gays holding hands under the umbrella, pdhl the weather is fine

● I accidentally told the bubbletea-aunty 'milo ice blend bin colour jelly' (?) wth

● Mum warned me & brother 'If I ever found out, you ade matae ah.. *making fierce face* baru kecik da nak ade matae matae eh' 0.0

● Mum bought a new bag for me as she felt it's rather unfair for sis to get a new bag while I don't

● No overseas holiday this time round):

● I've been finding fault with everybody lately and been acting irrational.

● The more people ask me not to do, the more I'm tempted to do

● I feel so free after moving on.

● Dad planned on moving to a new place, bedok reservoir. Why? because jumbo and spacious. lepas beli aircon je nak pinda. Wasted oi beli aircon, cannot bring along the aircon to our new house ley. But I told mum to tell that that I don't wanna move because: I heard many ghost stories at bedok reservoir. Futhermore, it's quite far from the interchange. Menyusahkan hdp mak bapak.

Anyway, will be catching The last song with huda one of these days perhaps. ____, nak join? heh(: Oh and sec three, pray hard that our result would turn out much much better from the previous one okay? InsyaAllah, AMIN!

Ps: Saranghae, love ♥